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Evolving still

I spoke to someone today, sounds normal? I can't even remember the last time I spoke to someone randomly in public, I walk around with the sense that everyone thinks that maybe I'm scary or something.... Probably because I know that I walk round with a serious face, paranoia perhaps.

I broke a barrier, I wouldn't have imagined myself doing such things but now that I feel more comfortable with myself I want to make my life better and meeting people is a good way to do that. I know that when you meet people the outcome might not really change anything but you have a chance of making a friend or whatever; more of a chance than never talking to people and the risk is worth it, risk of rejection or whatever else, well worth it.

I had a chat with Keegan, a 19 year old woman from Sunnyvale, this is the first of many occasions I will speak to people I don't know.

Posted by Travis at 04:08AM 05/02/2010 - View/Post Comments [1]

The key to life is ATTITUDE.

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161.50kg

02/12/09 - 19/01/10 loss of 12.9kg
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Bits and Pieces

Intelligence has its place in survival and in breeding but beyond that ours is a curse to our species. Knowing all this life must be pointless for me right? Wrong. Knowing these things gives me the clarity to recognize this world as my playground, this life as my dream. In meaninglessness I find freedom, the freedom I need to enjoy my time.
From Chaotic Ramblings Episode 2

What's it all about?

Faced with some serious consequences of an indulgent lifestyle I decided it was time for a change. This site is primarily to serve as a means to record and track the progress of my primary focus right now - getting fit and healthy through exercise and healthy diet. By recording my progress I am able to measure how far I've come. It is also an outlet for my thoughts and an important record of the changes in my life; writing is a mixture of 'diary' and posts directed outward.

Special Thanks To...

Inga, Fabio, George & Gemma from Les Mills New Lynn. Possum. Last but not least my Father, Kerry.

Disclaimer

All writing is UNEDITED and is the result of what some call "stream of conciousness", as such there may be spelling and grammar errors and/or nonsensical passages. It is not my intention to offend anyone so please don't be.