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A Chick Named Megan

I am generally a nice guy, I am always polite and friendly towards those I am friends with or really to anyone that I have no reason to hate, but sometimes it has its real downsides because you become the guy that people walk over. If you never take exception to any sleight then HEY! you're that guy. I am that guy. But now is the time to chance that also, people around me are going to learn if they want to be treated a certain way by me then they must treat me said way in kind.

I guess this means the death of nice Travis and the birth of balanced Travis. The end of one thing is just the beginning of another as we know. People that are spiteful towards me, people that treat me like shit can now expect the same from me and there shall be no compromise especially not for the tedious shit that SOME PEOPLE choose to make big fucking issues out of, the very definition of what it is to make a mountain out of a mole hill. It's too hard for some people to exist without the constant chaos of drama and that will leave their lives baron, when all is said and done maybe judgment will be discovered as something that works both ways, although I cannot see why it is so hard for people to judge their own actions as I can. Perhaps that is what it means to be considerate in general and perhaps my considering others as much as possible is something that will go out the window as I live for myself and not for pathetic drama caused by a pathetic excuse for a human being.

Posted by Travis at 08:28PM 18/02/2010 - View/Post Comments [0]

The key to life is ATTITUDE.

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161.50kg

02/12/09 - 19/01/10 loss of 12.9kg
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Bits and Pieces

Intelligence has its place in survival and in breeding but beyond that ours is a curse to our species. Knowing all this life must be pointless for me right? Wrong. Knowing these things gives me the clarity to recognize this world as my playground, this life as my dream. In meaninglessness I find freedom, the freedom I need to enjoy my time.
From Chaotic Ramblings Episode 2

What's it all about?

Faced with some serious consequences of an indulgent lifestyle I decided it was time for a change. This site is primarily to serve as a means to record and track the progress of my primary focus right now - getting fit and healthy through exercise and healthy diet. By recording my progress I am able to measure how far I've come. It is also an outlet for my thoughts and an important record of the changes in my life; writing is a mixture of 'diary' and posts directed outward.

Special Thanks To...

Inga, Fabio, George & Gemma from Les Mills New Lynn. Possum. Last but not least my Father, Kerry.

Disclaimer

All writing is UNEDITED and is the result of what some call "stream of conciousness", as such there may be spelling and grammar errors and/or nonsensical passages. It is not my intention to offend anyone so please don't be.