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Low Life

I think this is the day I truly have learned that you cannot avoid problems in life when you interact with other people and this of course is because some people just want to cause problems for you, some people are so conceited they can't see past their own nose.

I have of course turned this negative into a positive, it adds to my motivation, my job search. I will not have these people in my life when I have the option not to and money is a big factor in that because it will lead to having many accommodation options and more importantly the ability to afford socializing. Things are getting better in general but still there are a few hurdles I need to overcome in order to be well and truly on my way to victory.

I like how I occasionally link songs to people, I have linked "Death - Low Life" to two people in the last two months and I cant get the lyrics out of my head when I sit and ponder them "A PATHETIC EXCUSE FOR A HUMAN BEING", summed up fucking perfectly.

I will not give in to people that throw tantrums when they do not get their way, I will not let people walk all over me and expect me to turn around and help them out, I will not abide cuntery.

On the exercise front I have struggled to get out to the gym since I moved away from it, I moved last weekend and since then I've had a few drinking sessions and prettymuch wasted my week but I've kept my eye on the prize and will persevere. Unfortunately I've got so far behind keeping the numbers updated on this site that it will be a mission to sort through everything and get the info up, damn I've been slack. Never the mind, onward.

Posted by Travis at 12:00AM 20/02/2010 - View/Post Comments [0]

The key to life is ATTITUDE.

Last Weigh In...

161.50kg

02/12/09 - 19/01/10 loss of 12.9kg
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Bits and Pieces

Intelligence has its place in survival and in breeding but beyond that ours is a curse to our species. Knowing all this life must be pointless for me right? Wrong. Knowing these things gives me the clarity to recognize this world as my playground, this life as my dream. In meaninglessness I find freedom, the freedom I need to enjoy my time.
From Chaotic Ramblings Episode 2

What's it all about?

Faced with some serious consequences of an indulgent lifestyle I decided it was time for a change. This site is primarily to serve as a means to record and track the progress of my primary focus right now - getting fit and healthy through exercise and healthy diet. By recording my progress I am able to measure how far I've come. It is also an outlet for my thoughts and an important record of the changes in my life; writing is a mixture of 'diary' and posts directed outward.

Special Thanks To...

Inga, Fabio, George & Gemma from Les Mills New Lynn. Possum. Last but not least my Father, Kerry.

Disclaimer

All writing is UNEDITED and is the result of what some call "stream of conciousness", as such there may be spelling and grammar errors and/or nonsensical passages. It is not my intention to offend anyone so please don't be.