So I tried to not drink but it didn't turn out that way, I went over to a family friends house lastnite and had myself a good time. Got shouted some drinks, a smoke and a really nice roast!!!! Basically my fathers best mate and his family who have known me since I was probably knee high, it must be strange for them to be getting on the piss with me as an adult having known me for so long.

It was a good time and I really needed it, all genuine people and I enjoyed having conversations that were on intellectual substance. I do have an emotional connection with these people and it was good to be able to share myself with them as they shared themselves with me. I so lack that in my life right now... meaningful friendships with caring and genuine people... I say 'genuine people' a lot because that is the only way to describe the type of person I aspire to be and the type of person I aim to fill my life with. But now I am trying to shake a pretty mean hangover... well worth it though.